ay...kahapon na2loy din kami sa wakas. nkta ko uli bby ko. nyahahah (as my bby wud usually express sa chat)... galing saken un eh.. gaya-gaya. anyway, we met sa ayala station. ay nako! irita ako sa knya! pina-intay nyako nong madaling araw ng day na yon. ssbing oonline sya ng 1am daw pero 2am na wala pa rin sya. TAKTE! tpos pag tinatawagan ko sya... ndi nman makakonek ung pesteng globe. tpos finally na nakatawag ako eh ang ingay-ingay ng background parang lakas ng tugtog. pangalawang tawag, ABA! TRANCE MUSIC PALA NARIRINIG KO SA BG! BA NAMAN! tapos.. "hallo? hallo?" halo halo... gagawin ko syang halo-halo eh. ndi ako marinig! so ayun.. inaway ko sya nung ngkta kmi. ndi nman away agad ang bungad ko sa knya. pero cnbi kong inintay ko sya! at irita ako! hahaha. ayaw tumabi saken ng baruho! he kept his distance and.. nakasibi...and parang pa-baby na "sorry na...sorry na... wag ka na magalit...ndi na yan galit...smile na yan.. ndi na yan galit.." takte! eh takte talaga kz ... natatawa ako sa way ng pagsorry nya. pero irita pa rin ako. pero ok na.

we first went to starbucks...bought kwek a gift (starbucks mug) and dahil ata don we wer given a free drink coupon--any drink! and any size! so ako nman...first thing i saw was strawberries and cream.. n we ordered the grande. soo sarap. hahah. ndi man lng kmi nagorder ng kape. kasi tong c by msydo madaling kausap eh. ba yan..kng ano gus2 ko agad...nasusunod. ndi man lang nagsuggest ng kape or wat.

anyway we were supposed to surprise kwek... i called my call center opispeeps dati na pumunta glorietta. den kwek has noo idea na andon pala cla.. so SURPRISE! pero nanood muna kmi ng by ko ng sine... some "alone" tym daw muna. pero takte...ndi nmin naulit ung...robots time.. uhh ANYWAY... uhh yun.. nanood kmi Sahara. haaay. wala lang. so nice na mgkasama uli kmi. no stress. ako lang nang-aaway sa knya. never naman ako inaway non, sinigawan o inapi... o in-accuse. never. kaya mahal ko un eh. and i cudn't stay mad at him for a very long tym. sira ulo talaga un.

anyway...blablabla... ndi pumunta ang mga taong dapat pumunta!! nakamfotaaahhh!!! ni isa sa knila ndi sumipot!!! pucha! nawala ang surprise ko para sa bes frend ko. tangina yan. buti na lang andyan by ko.. sabagay kaming tatlo lang nman ang close na barkada ever since. 3 lng talaga kmi lagi. lagi kmi 3 mgkasama khit saan...so siguro ok lang din. eh ayun... nag-kfc kmi after ng sine kasi sooobrang nagcraving ako sa funshots/hotshots. bulong ako ng bulong kay by na gus2 ko funshots...as in parang nanggigigil ako! as in...talagang naiihi ako sa idea ng funshots kasi gus2 ko na talaga kainin. never had a really intense craving for food before... nong araw lang na un hahah tawa ng tawa c by kz sobrang gus2 ko na ng hotshots. waahh.. sarap pag nasa-satisfy talaga ung craving mo. as in HEAVEN. dami gravy...mashed potato. hati kami sa extra large hot shots. tpos...kwen2han...tawanan as usual. ay takte...nantrip ang gago. nawala ang hikaw nya sa kaliwang tenga..so hiniram hikaw ko. eh dangling na silver na bilog hikaw ko. as in parang pang-disco. sinuot PAREHO. hahah ang ganda ng by ko! hahah. leche. dinaig pako. nagbading-badingan pa kmi.

tpos finally ayan na c kwek. mga 530 na ata un. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWEK!! APRIL 15!! MAY UTANG ISA DYAN SAKEN NG ISAW. NDI C KWEK. KILALA MO KUNG CNO KA. *DASHBOARD DASHBOARD*... anyway, ayun ginugutom na daw c kwek. takte.. c by ang nag-order para kay kwek eh suot-suot pa rin nya dangling kong mga hikaw! tangina! gago talaga! as in ndi tinanggal. I SWWWEEAR! HE LOOKED RIDICULOUS! PERO TAKTE LA SYANG PAKE! PAGBALIK...MAY HAWAK NA TRAY AT MENTAL ATA ITO MAY HIKAW NA KALAKI-LAKI! BA NAMAN! gago tlga un..kaya mahal ko un eh.

anyway... after kfc.... tawanan.... daldalan...ikot konti glorietta...thinking where we could possibly go to next. ayun... punta na lng kmi greenbelt. so holding hands kmi tatlo..minsan c by sa gitna...weirdo nga. bka iniisip ng mga tao...para kming...wife swap or sumthin... 3some.. or sumthin. LOL hahahaha. ganon lang kz tlga kmi kaclose. anyway... bar na lang dw kmi. so punta kami absinth ba un. lalang...ako ay nagcrave na naman sa MALAMIIIIIG NA INUMIN AT GUS2 KO ICED TEA. AND DAT'S EXACTLY WAT I GOT. A BIG GLASS OF ICED TEA NA MADAAAMIIING ICE. waaah. so lakas ng music... toh namang c by... ndi rin mapigil sumayaw...dinemo pa nya talaga kay kwek ung sayaw ni will smith sa hitch na ung move na hawakan ung leg tpos isw-sway ung leg --bsta ung jologs na move hahaha. shit... da best move talaga. soo funny bby ko... ba yan. mental talaga.

pero it was almost 830 and kwek and i have to go na. wer supposed to be home by 9 dapat. well ok lang lam ko nman lalagpas kami, buti na lang c papa medyo linient na saken... and may miting sya w/ his staff of supervisors and section heads sa haus... dey have their own meeting/party der and i was hoping wen we get home, ndi pa tapos para ndi halata na medyo late uwi nmin hehe. so ap and i went to the fx station... wala pila buti na lang. by and i...haaay kissed and parted ways... a couple of times pagka-kiss and gudbye lagi may sasabihin ung isa... o kaya c april nalimutan magbayad... so uulit uli ang pagba-bye heheh. ayos. anyway we finally rode the fx... wala pang 10 mins ata...tumawag na nman saken c by. hi... ako rin..nag hi... hi na ung miss na miss mo ung tao eh kasama ko nman sya kanina. sbi ko miss ko na sya...miss nmin isa't isa uli...sbi nya try nyang tumawag bukas...w/c is today at tumawag naman sya. tpos...ayun...wala lang. lab yu lab yu...so mushy pero soooo sad. i texted him dat i feel like i wanted to go down the fx and see him again and hug him again coz i missed him so much uli.

la la la...we had a great time. nothing really spectacular happened on dat day. but i just wanted to share kwek's bday... by and i gave her a starbucks mug nga... coz 1st tym by and i went on a date...kwek met us at starbucks g4... and she saw by's mug na starbucks and gus2 din daw nya non. so we gave her one. hati daw kmi sa gift...parang daw husband n wyf kuno. anyway...i realized lang dat even though people don't go to the most "happening" places... and even though people arent doing anything at all... juz bein together...and bein so close and happy together...really makes the day so wonderful and unforgettable. i swear. i don't know what it is exactly that makes each day w/ mah baby or me my baby and kwek so great...maybe its the thought that we have each other... and we will always have each other... that makes every minute so exciting, and at the same time, peaceful and worthwhile.

wala lang... gus2 ko lang ishare at ikwen2 para malabas ko na sa aking dibdib kung gano ako kasaya... last friday...i was sooo bored dito sa opis. bukod sa walang kalutay-lutay ginagawa ko sa opis non... at parang wala nga ring ginagawa actually... eh... namimiss ko din bby ko. so anyway, mga 3pm... online na sya. usap-usap...miss na nmin isa't isa...ermmm...lagi nman kmi ganon pag naguusap sa chat. hahah we don't seem to get tired of telling each other how much we miss each other. sooobra nang gasgas but we rili do miss each oder...na only way na meju ma-ease un is to admit it to one anoder. kaines. dati sa amber days we see each oder everyday...and we took advantage of it. now we see each oder...mukhang once a week na lang. anyway...pina-online nyako kz...he's so pissed and so down daw...he needed to talk 2 me para sumaya nman daw sya hahaha. so isip ko meron na nmang problema don sa babaeng un cgurado...nag-away na nman sila cguro. well my suspicions wer true...and he's so tired na daw of doing everything... all the work... taking care of everything... he's broke na rin and she's not even helping...yada yada yada.... so i was pissed na rin coz stressed out na bby ko... may sakit pa nga sya eh! gumagaling na nga sya... pero eto na nman... balik sa stress para makaipon...para mgkasakit uli?? hahah.. hay nako. and wyl it's true dat we both know dat he owes HER a lot becoz of wat hapend nga...and dat she's the mom... i think it's only fair naman if she helps even a bit man lng... khit konting 2long man lang.. i mean tinatamad pa magwork...puro barkada inaatupag. haay. anyway, so my bby's broke and tired and down and pissed... and ala na milk c ty. 15mins later... we rili wanted to see each oder and i told him il go to his office na lang, lend him some money, spend some time 2geder... and den head home nako. tutal...wala naman ako ginagawa noh...mas gus2 ko pa makta bby ko khit gano pa kalayo yan.

hahahah...hu wud think na ma22loy ang last minute plan namin. but i had to pretend hir sa opis na... ders an emergency of som sort sa haus. the only emergency i know i can use is my mom... may high blood kz c mama. so ayun... pero sinabihan pako ni anj ng iba pang storya na may balikbayan daw and watever... so i had to act fast...coz kng gus2 ko makarating don ng maaga... i hav to leave the office now na. eh mag-3:30pm na non. iniisip ko ung trapik and travel time...eh di ilang oras na lng kmi mgkakasama. so i told him to text me kht thru ym para kunwari may ngtxt saken. para lang tumunog cell ko para i can leave the office kunwari i had to make an important phone call.

bby ko: by
bby ko: alis ka na dyan
nikfriiik: ha??
nikfriiik: wers d phone call men
bby ko: sabihin mo nag txt na lang
nikfriiik: shit hahaha
nikfriiik: kinakabahan ako hahaha
bby ko: better ito alibi ko
nikfriiik: wat alibi
bby ko: im very good with alibis
nikfriiik: wat nga
nikfriiik: oo nga u always use dem saken eh
bby ko: your dad and mom had an emergency
nikfriiik: and?
bby ko: hey have to go somewhere
bby ko: now
nikfriiik: un lang?
nikfriiik: eh bat ako aalis?
bby ko: they were expecting titas and titos an balikbayan to go to your house
bby ko: walang tao sa house so sino magmeet dun sa visitors nila
nikfriiik: ah ok
bby ko: db....
nikfriiik: yes
nikfriiik: need at least a txt msg hirrrrrrrrrr!!
nikfriiik: by kindly go to chikka.com
nikfriiik: use d java version der
nikfriiik: txt moko dai
nikfriiik: dali
nikfriiik: dali khit hi lang
nikfriiik: tpos kunwari il call som1
nikfriiik: pupunta me pantry
nikfriiik: ay ndi..use YM
nikfriiik: dali
nikfriiik: YM
nikfriiik: YM
nikfriiik: use ym to txt me
bby ko: tapos you can tell your imediate supe that you'll try to get back if your dad comes back early
bby ko: and they will see my name
nikfriiik: ok
bby ko: ok ka lang
nikfriiik: wat?
nikfriiik: noo!
nikfriiik: ako lang babasa ng txt mo noh
bby ko: chika.com na lang
nikfriiik: para lang tumunog cell ko
bby ko: cge
bby ko: text kta i luv yah baby ko
bby ko: ok ba yun msg nyun?
nikfriiik: ok!
nikfriiik:
nikfriiik: lav yah tooooo dali na by
bby ko: yun ang send ko ayo ha...
nikfriiik: ok ok
nikfriiik:
bby ko: tapos save mo
bby ko: hehehe
nikfriiik: hahah ok
bby ko: hold on
bby ko: how will i know where you are at na?
bby ko: and where will i meet you
bby ko: and what?
nikfriiik: download mo nga chikka by
nikfriiik: so u can txt me
nikfriiik: from pc to mobile
nikfriiik: meet me sa kng anong station b ung bababaan ko
bby ko: i have nangnangs fone here
nikfriiik: sawsss
nikfriiik: tingnan mo toh
bby ko: hehehe
bby ko: sowee
nikfriiik: sowee ur ass
nikfriiik: ano ba..
bby ko: ang problem e wala na me load noh
nikfriiik: riiiiiight
nikfriiik: and u said may libre load sa opis
bby ko: oo nga
nikfriiik: o
nikfriiik: san na ung libre
bby ko: pag pay day sabay bigay sila ng card
bby ko: yun 500 card
bby ko: 15 pa e
nikfriiik: waw
nikfriiik: ubos agad ang 500
bby ko: you want i give it to you na lang
nikfriiik: at ni isang txt wala man lang ako natatanggap syo
nikfriiik: wag na'
bby ko: sira ka talaga
nikfriiik: ako pa sira
bby ko: 3 twag lang yun sakin eh
nikfriiik: uhuh
nikfriiik: wutevr
nikfriiik: so wat...chikka o me txt syo
bby ko: txt me na lang when you are at the mrt na
nikfriiik: ngekkk
nikfriiik: tapos?!!?
bby ko: ill meet you at quezon ave station
nikfriiik: ilang station un after ortigas
bby ko: ill pick you up nga e
bby ko: ba naman
bby ko: hold on
bby ko: 4th station....orts,santolan,cubao,kamuning,then que ave
bby ko: ok ka na
nikfriiik: ok
bby ko: so do i text you na
nikfriiik: yes
bby ko: now na?
bby ko: now na?
bby ko: now na?
bby ko: paksyet baby
nikfriiik: yez
nikfriiik: why? wats wrong??
bby ko: sneaky na talaga na ito
nikfriiik:
bby ko: hehehe
bby ko: covert shit is hard but so thrilling
bby ko: nyhahaha
nikfriiik:
nikfriiik: if we pull this off by omg...wer soo good
bby ko: we will be able to pull this off
bby ko: i am the master
bby ko: nyahahah
bby ko: ayan
nikfriiik:
bby ko: sent it na
nikfriiik: wala ako natatanggap pa
nikfriiik: shit magdadrama ako
nikfriiik: tangina........
nikfriiik: famas ito...w8 by..'
nikfriiik: warm up lang ako
nikfriiik:
nikfriiik:
bby ko: ahahahahaha
nikfriiik: by walang txt!!!!!!
nikfriiik: ba yan!
nikfriiik: ano b ginamit mo
bby ko: ym
bby ko: ngek ba
nikfriiik: ganito...aarte ako hihingi ako ng gagawin kz ala ako gngwa
bby ko: ok
nikfriiik: hihingi lang ako ng iq-qc na phone
nikfriiik: tpos...il w8 4 ur txt
nikfriiik: lag eh
bby ko: oki dodki
nikfriiik: la pa rin ANO BA TOHH
nikfriiik: chikka na lng kz by
bby ko: pasa load mo me 5 petot
bby ko: ill use my sim
bby ko: hehehe
bby ko: mas mabilis yun
nikfriiik: ano b sim gamitmo
bby ko: 0915 55 something
nikfriiik: so may iba ka p sim....sbi na nga b eh
bby ko: yun adti
bby ko: dati
bby ko: ano ba
bby ko: i dont know it nga e
bby ko: baby
nikfriiik: ok na! il go na by
nikfriiik: byeeeee
nikfriiik: ay cyahh
nikfriiik:
nikfriiik: il pasa load na lng syo
nikfriiik:
bby ko: text mo me ha wen your at mrt na ha
bby ko: luv yah

so der...he texted me..mga wala lang... d 1st txt was i think, he said, "the things we do just to be together..." tpos ung second and ung mga sumusunod... sweet nuthings na...wel it wasn't nuthing to me...but...wel u catch my drift. anyway, so wen he texted... takbo ako papalabas office. hahah super drama ito. tpos i juz spent som tym sa cr thinking about my plan...wat m about to do...and just how crazy it is hahahah. but i was so psyched coz i wil be able to see him agen. so ayan balik nako...pretended i was so flustered coz of da emergency at home nga. anyway, i left the office in a flash! as in mabilisang alis ito. saktong 3:30 log-out ako sa opis.

ya guys know wer i went???

QUEZON AVE! HAHAHAHA.

crazy huh? as in danglayo. pero i really didn't care. dat was d weird part eh... i didn't care. i was actually excited pa nga. syempre coz i was going to mit mah bby agen. actually sobrang biglaan ung idea na ito... and sobrang crazy talaga for me...coz dis is the very 1st time na ginawa ko toh ever...bcoz i love a person so much and i want to see him badly...hahaha. so ayun...i went der w/o any idea watsoever kng ano ggwin namin once mgkta kmi. as in...ndi ako makaplano. all i know is im going to see him and i know im going to be happy again.

takte. i never knew kng gano kalayo ung quezon ave...not until nakita ko at nilagpasan ko araneta colliseum. i thought kasi un na ung pinakamalayo. omg...buong mrt ride as in nakatayo ako. pero ok lang...sbi ko makkta ko sya sa mrt station. mga 530 na ata ako nakarating sa mrt station. and andon sya agad hehehe. i was soooo friggin happy.

hahahahh. so ayan....na2loy na ang aming covert shit hahahah. it was hella fun. we met sa station... tawid sa overpass...took the elevator pababa...hugging each oder hahaha. wel kz maliit lng din ung elevator pramis. den we walked up to...werever. i was supposed 2 pay attention to landmarks para kng sakali puntako don eh alam ko na way ko. pero after so many minutes... nawala nako. as in ndi nako nakaconcentrate sa pgmemorize ng mga daanan at bldgs. bsta sakay kmi jeep tpos kming dalwa lng laman nong jeep tpos wala lang ang saya saya hehehe. tpos... baba uli kmi...tawid overpass..tpos punta muna kmi 7-11 sa tabi lng ng bldg niya...tpos don muna me intay sa knya. he has to fire some agents daw...anim ata un. eh ndi pa pala nya lam bakt nya ifa-fire. bsta inutusan lang sya. so he has to read their files pa daw eh mamya matagalan pa sya noh. pero 15mins lng dw. after 15mins ata... ndi ko feel 15mins eh parang 30mins.....anyway sbi ko sa knya ang tagal nya pero sakto lang dw sya. wut-evah. ndi rin nya na-fire yung mga agents. for reconsideration dw sila. hahah...naawa ata. so ngyn....ndi na nmin lam ano ggwin namin o san kmi pupunta. kesa naman forever na lng kmi sa 7-11 diba. isip kmi.......

eh ayaw na nya bumalik opis....he wanted to spend time w/ me na lng dw... so he said, he'll just go up and maglog-out daw sya. eh...ala pang 5mins bumalik uli sya tinamad daw mag-logout kz akyat pa dw sya escalavator tpos baba na nman. wag na dw. alis na lang dw kmi. so dat we did. sbi ko...makati na lng kmi...kz andon fx sasakyan ko pauwi. pero ndi pa sure un...parang ok...bsta lets get out of dis place na and go sumwer. wag na dw kmi mrt...kz malayo pala ung station don sa pinagtayuan nmin. so ayun airconized bus na lang kmi.

hahaha aircon bus from quezon ave to makati kmi! grabeh commute to da max kmi. hay nako, while we wer in da bus...di syempre may radyo... tpos medyo bandang dulo kmi sa bus.. hahaha pota... ang gulo2 ng bby ko. sayaw ng sayaw...kanta ng kanta. minsan tatayo na lng tpos sasayaw don sa gitna ng bus gago tlga un. eh minsan may pababa o paakyat sa bus tpos eto sya sasayaw hahaha. kmi lang ata pinakamagulo don sa bus. actually ndi nmin napansin oras nong andon kmi sa bus eh... ndi napansin kng antagal nung travel....more like mabilis nga eh. cguro kz...we rili had a gr8 time. weird hahaha. weird ba..

so ayan.... nasa ayala ave na ata kmi...sbi nya tayo na dw...so eto tayo nman ako...tpos tayo rin sya...un pala ndi pa daw...so upo sya...eh ndi umurong ang gago hinila na lang ako pababa. upo daw ako sa lap nya hahaha gudlack nohh!!! sa laki kong toh....eh payat-payat non!! kaya daw nya hahaha. sbi ko bahala ka...after so many minutes...wala nang dugo yang legs mo. eh ok lng daw gumagalaw pa nman dw legs nya pinakita pa nya...o di cge. hahah nong tatayo na uli kmi...hahah wawa nman itsura nya don pa lang ata dumaloy dugo nya hahaha. tpos pagtayo nmin...bawal nman ngyn na bumaba don sa akala nming bababaan na nmin. ba yan!! i swear. so upo na nman kmi. ayan so tayo uli kmi... pero ung binabaan nmin...danglayo from landmark or glorietta! pucha layo pa nilakad namin. buti na lang naka-flats lang ako. takte...as in nglakad pa kmi ng danglayo! ba naman!! anyway ok lng....fine. so hhww. hahaha.

finally...nasa greenbelt na kmi...sa may parang bridge. nood b dw kmi sine.... so ayun major flash back na nman ako nong nanood kmi ng robots. AHEM. shet...eh naisip ko...ala na rin kmi money...and ala na rin kmi time msydo. by the time cguro matapos ung movie... msdyo nang late and baka ala nako maabutan na fx. pag gnon daw...ihahatid dw nyako hanggang las piñas. eh naisip ko...atc na lang kmi tambay at kung maisipan man manood ng sine...at least malapit lng ako kht medyo late na. eh isip pa rin kmi...pero un sana gus2 ko tlga. eh nasunod din gus2 ko hehehe malakas ako don eh. so ayun aba pumayag nga...so pila kmi sa fx... eh takte MEDYO mahaba. sbi nya bus na lang dw kmi...eh buti na lng bigla gumalaw ung pila. tpos after 2 fx... may nauna samen sa pila na umupo sa harapan ng fx. eh don masarap...so pinauna na nmin ung mga nasa likod nmin para kami uupo sa harapan sa susunod na fx. hahaha ang sayaaa...

sarap umupo sa harap...solo nmin aircon tpos...super comfy... *sigh*... wala lang. nakakatawa diba. umikot lang ako ahahha. umikot KAMI. parang sinundo ko lang sya sa quezon ave tpos balik las piñas. hahaha. pagdating atc....nagcable car kmi...tpos takte on da way to cable car nakita pako ng kinakapatid ko. eh mom non bes frend dati ng dad ko. syet....sbi ko takte sana ndi na lng sya magsalita noh. paalam ko kz kay mama nasa festival ako at nasa gilligan's island. lalang.... inom kmi sa cable car..... talk.... lambing..... tawanan.... talk...er..more lambingan.... la la la la la.... tpos eto sinasaraduhan na kmi ng atc.... eh klngan kmi mag-withdraw. lahat ng atm na bancnet eh ayaw maglabas ng pesteng pera!!!! lahat na ng atm tinry namin...buong atc inikot na nmin. buti na lng merong isang atm na sinwerte kmi...na nasa tapat ng mcdo..sa may side ng atc..kahilera ng south supermarket. buti na lng dinaanan nmin un kundi ala sya money. den un..... after dat upo kmi saglit sa loob ng mcdo...sa may isang function room don...andon ata ung playground ng mga bata. lalang....eh alis na dw kmi kasi may mga bata daw...eh mamya kng ano pa daw makta nila na ginagawa daw nmin .

anyway, after dat....uwi na kmi. grabeh 11pm na non. so sinamahan nyako tumawid and intay jeep. we didn't want to part talaga....he wanted to sneak into my haus pa nga sana later dat nyt....den sleep in my room. sayang. ndi lang kz msydo planado pano sya sneak in. actually may daan na nman pero.....bwelo lang kmi. haaaaaaaaaaay....we didn't want the night to end. kaines. anyway wen i rode da jeep...ndi pa actually gumalaw ung jeep. medyo nagiipon pa ng pasahero. so thru da window...nagma-mouth sya ng words. he said "thank you" a couple of times kz ndi ko magets nong una. tpos minouth ko din thank you...tpos he said i love you din...and un din ginawa ko. wala lang. kainessssssssssss. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. why do good things end so soon??? kaines.

pero ayun...natapos din....lahat ng bagay may katapusan...pero doesn't mean...walang continuation... hahaha. dis sat mit uli kmi!!! yey... heheh. pero dis tym....madaming tao nang kasama. kaines. bday kasi ni kwek!!! HAPI BDAY KWEK! lav yah frend! mwah! lav yah fwend pero takte sa sabado daming MH! kaines. hahahah.

APRIL 9 ... ONE DAY TO GO!!!.....

8:30 AM...
I woke up to prep up .. we're going to the body dhop to the BMW that i accidentally scratched on last feb 14... and we also took my car for touch up paint and buffing also.. bec. kuya BMweeerrr accidentally hit my car also... so we're QUITS!... still his car is more expensive than mine... kase toyota lang yung akin hehhe..

9:30...
at the KME body paint shop... we waited for 30 min to an hour to buff both cars....it costed me 15 dollars each car.. pero nakikita parin yung mga gasgas... pero much better than what i did heheheh.... ONE DOWN!!!!

10:++...
we went to BEST BUY.. to get the Sony t1 camera that i lost last time we went snowboarding... my cousin bought it for 500 dollars... and i'm getting one to replace.. for 341.. shown at the website.. but when i we arrived at the store... they are facing out that model they have the T3 model ... that worth 499!!!... geezzz!! good thing that i still now a place to buy the model i was looking... for much cheaper price ... at mwave... i saw at the web site.. it was 339.95 when i checked 3 days ago... but when i'm about to order the price sudddenly increased bec they are facing out that model ... naging 357 dollars na sya.. still it's cheaper than 399... hehehe
tapos i bought the 128 mb memory stick that goes with the camera that i lost... 2 DOWN!!... ... the snow board will be next.. i hope wala na susunod na utang...

.... aaaaahhhhh basta !... i did errands that morning... i bought the camera and the memory stick that i lost...dapat nga 3 weeks ago pa yun .. pero ang tagal dumating ng ccard ko... nag laba ako.. then dryer.. at tupi ng mga damit.. linis ng loob ng car.. withdraw money.. deposit on kuya alvins bannk.. tapos i watched Ray charles... 3 times... putol putol ko kase napapanuod eh... pero it was soooo nice!!!!

... tapos ate yoyen and i invited her bf and friends to celebrate with us.. bec last time that we were together... SON (this is the right spelling of his name the vietnamese guy), francis and brian... yoyen was telling SON that it's my bday on april 10 and he wont believe her ... he said that yoyen was just making up things so that she would make Son feel bad... hehheh that we dont want to invite him or something... hehhee...
.. yoyen i planned something for my bday ... bec.. i totally forgot that my bday .. was the coming weekend and i havent made any plans for it... and i'm not that excited also.... (but i never thought that i'd have much fun!)

so 5.30 pm april 9...
we left the house to pic up the guys.. at brian's place( yoyens bf).. then we went straight to ONTARIO... DAVE AND BUSTER'S!... a place were below 21 is not allowed!?!? .. hmmmm... hehehe~!!!... INUMAN TIME!.... hehehhe... it's a resto for adults.. inside .. there's a pool tables... arcade ... BAR!!! .. etc.. eetc... that's why it's only for 21 yrs old and up ... syempre mas strikto dito...
we ate nachos... burgers! i mean BURGERS!.... then drink!?!?... LAVA FLOW... BAILEY'S... TEQUILA... i forgot the other one... then we played all night... DAYTONA!!!!.. TIME CRISIS III!! SHOOTING RANGE!!!!... BASKET BALL... JOKE POT EKLAT.. HEHHE. ETC!!! BASTA IT WAS SOOO FUN!... meron isang game , basket ball .. parang sa nga reall basket ball court.. .. eh medyo mahirap magka score.. kaya ginawa namin .. 4 kaming sabay sabay nag shoot hahahha:)) WHAT A TEAM!.. HEHEH.. tapos ung mga tickets namin from the game... pinag hati hatian namin.. pero most of the price sa akin kase ako yung may bday.. heheh... so i got PATRICK!!! HEHEH from sponge bob?! we got CHINESE FINGER TRAPS!!! HEHHEE i think it was 10 finger traps! hahha what a trip?!... we went home 12md.. cinderella kami ni ate yoyen ko eh.. hehehe

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

since my kuya alvin "kuya bimmer" brought that DVD of full house.... nalulung na kami nga insan ko si ate yoyen.. hehehe... grabe ang haba nya!!!.... 9 dvd disc sya ... 2 episode in 1 disc... 2 hours per episode... 1 discs is 4 hours... GEZZZZZ.. and we try to finish 2 disc everynight .. hehehe... cute si yu Min-hyeok (luigi sa pinas) at ang ganda ni Han Ji-eun .... sana silang dalawa na lang yung nag katuluyan .. heheh... grabe!!! na hook up kami ... hehe.. ilang araw namin pinanuod yan.. after work i still watch it.. kahit 12 na ako nakakauwi .. hehehe... ADDDDIKKKK!!!... THREE BEARS!!... HEHEHEH... tats.. hope you could watch it also.. heheh.. so you could relate to us hehehe.. hindi ko alam pinalalabas din pala yun sa pinas... hehehe... nikki sino si stamos???? hehehe.. natapos na namin actually sya pero.. we stilll watch it again.. heheeh.. nakakaadik talaga!.. hehehe... sabi ng iba mas nakakatawa daw yung tagalog version.. hope i could watch how it was translatedd.. kase nakakataawa na sya na may subtitle na english eh.. paano pa kaya kung tagalog.. ..

natutuwa kami ni ate yoyen kay yu Min-hyeok kase yung mga tanong nya ..SOBRANG BIGAT!.. tapos yung ending nila .. SUPER DUPER UBER BITIN!.. galing nilang mang bitiin... (alam ko sadya yung pang bibitin na yun.. pero ang galing ng mga last lines... tapos sabayan ng theme song nila... hehehhe hahaah...) wala lang nag comment lang ako sa FULL HOUSE.. kase na

haaaaay... one of my moms friend here wants me to visit her .. and she wants to treat me out... and it feels awkward... i barely know her.. we only met once.. and she's teasing me to her son... and i bet!.. that guy is not my type.. hheeh joke! (hindi ko pa nikikita yung anak nya .. pero she's tryong to link me to her son).. bawal mag salita ng tapos.. pero... nakakailang eh!?... i dont want any set up... i'm not at ease with those kinda arrangements... she wants me to go to her place this weekend and celebrate with her... geezzz... naiilang ako... hehhehe... LALAKI PO AKO!... hahah joke!... nge.. mahiyain nga ako eh!... ano ba!?.. heeheh. yun lang... di ko alam kung paano iiwasan yung topic na yun.. please help!... i dont want to avoid them all bec. they are teasing me and everything... i dont know how to react on things like those... PLEASE HELP!!!!

haaay.. akala ko mamamatay na ako! haaha :D 2nd time na to! pero ibang situation naman.. yung una kase uminom ako ng beer .. tapos i'm all red and still drinking.. pero light lang yun!... flavored beer nga lang eh.. after one bottle hindi ko na magalaw yung katawan ko tapos na ninilim na yung paningin ko hhehe.. tapos i was trying to move my body pero hindi sya mag cooperate sa mind ko.. .. so i tried jumping around and running around the house ... para magka malaay ako ulit.. i was asking my self na nga nun if i'm ready to die... and that i reallize i dont want too yet... i want to see my family .. and go back to pinas.. i dont want to die here with out my family... tapos nag karoon ng big beat yung puso ko tapos feeling ko nag stop yung puso after that.. hindi yun yung time na hindi ako makagalaw.. ehhe... pero after the running and jumping.. ang bilis na ng tabo ng puso ko... haaaay.. buhay pa ako...

pero this time iba naman...
i had a bad dream, i was super duper uber GALIT daw parang dragon ball ... na gusto kong saktan yung tao sa panaginip ko.. na parang gusto ko silang patayin pero hindi .. ayaw ko parin .. kase alam ko masama pumatay ng tao... at gusto ko paramdam kung gaano kasakit yung nararamdaman ko.. sa panaginip ko pinagsasamapal ko daw... tapos gusto kong kalmutin.. pero wala akong kuku... as in nag wawala daw ako.. parang nakwalang ungoy! ... heheh.. joke!... pinag tatawanan ko lang yung sarili ko sa panaginip ko.. pero... what i dont know... in reallity...
HEART BURN AKO!... or something like that.. hindi ko naman masabi na attake sa puso... nagising ako sa sakit ng dibdib ko.. na parang puputok yung ugat ko sa dib dib.. parang heart burn na hindi... na hindi ako makagalaw sa kama... pag huminga naman ako lalo sumasakit.. so i tried not breeathing for a couple of minutes.. kase parang hose... nag clog... kaya parang puputok yung hose.. so you must slow the flow of water para hindi na bibigla yung hose.. parang ganun yung naramdaman.. ko.. pero bumalik ako ulit sa tulog ko.. hhehe... at nagising naman ako kanina.. hehe.. HAAAAT BUHAY NANAMAN AKO ;OP

uhh... nanay na ata ako. NDI! NDI UNG SA INIISIP NYO. nakalabas na ung baby... and i'll be a mom to him na. this is soooo crazy. me, my hunny bunny, and his baby (who wil by my baby too) will be this...one big happy family...??? is this real? is this for real??? seems so surreal to me. yes i hav thought about it before... but now, para bang ngayon ko lang nalaman. matindi ung dating ngyon. parang shit... nashock ako... may anak nako!?!?!? TANG...INA. shit. kaya ko ba ito? pero... mukha naman OK lang din ako. im just scared na baka...... i wont be a good mom. im so scared. OK nga lang bako? i'm really petrified at the idea that i might fail. teka... asan bako? sino ako!? hahaha. omg im sooo not myself right now.

hehehe.. it was fun though i was soooo quite.... hehee... yoyen introduce me to her friends before her graduation and lately.. she's dragging me with them ... and i'm having fun also... it's fun to be with people who are different from your culture... i'm still shy and trying to read them....

TODAY... was cool and fun!... i wasnt supposedly to come to their dinner... because i barely know "phu sung" who is treating them... he is a vietnamese, friend of yoyen from school... whenver i see him it reminds me of benny..... hehe.. no strings attached... it's because of his nose and i eyes...and skin... their trip today was not that quiet different... my cousin , her bf and francis another friend of my cousin who is all 100% pinoy but grew up here at USA.... just wanted to taste vietnamese food which they never ever tasted in their whole life (wierd pips... never tasted vietnamese foood:D.. but normal) so we went down to the southern part more than 45 miles i assume... but not sure.. where the vietnamese people are... the homies of vietnamese.... hehe... we almost shook the town upside down just to find the good place to eat vietnamese food.. but it was fun!....

aftter an hour or two.. we decided to stop to any PHO restaurant that we see 1st... there we ate... i never know that all PHO restaurants have the same menu list... for example... number 3. pho rare rice noodles.... it will be alwasy number 3 and will be always pho rare rice noodle to all menu of pho restaurant you go... hehehe...

gezzzz the serving is toooooo big.. that i cant barely finish it!... it was sooo amazing that yoyen's bf , brian , finished his meal.. finished half of yoyen's and .... we went to another place to eat ... this time sung wants us to taste this siomai.. but the place was already closed so we went to a vietnamese bakery... we francis and brian ordered white bread 6 inches roast beef sandwishes.. like in subways... geeeezzszz they arent fulll yet to what we ate at the pho restaurant... after that ,they got BANH BAO (siopao sa pinoy)... geeeezzz!!!... lakas nila kumain...!!!..

sung, francis and brian are so funny when they tease each other... sung seems sensitive with his nationality .. but he can still handle the jokes.... .. all night francis was teasing sung to his x gf.. SUMMER... whome i dont know... yoyens joke ( so sung.. summer broke up with you last summer?), francis (there's dis one gurl that i asked which season do you liked best? the gurl answered.. PEPPER.... hahaha!!!... not SEASONING!)

( they say that sung doesnt want to hear about her anymore and he seem sensitive with that topic but to night...... he handled things ok... )

.... it was nice going out with new people... though i'm still quite silent whenever i'm with them :D.... si ej ba yun?!
haahha:)) ... TAKOT MAG ENGLISH! HAHHAA:)) joke!.... nahihiya pa.. hahaha:))

inggit ako kay j... kung san san na nakakapunta heheheh. anyway, ako rin! pucha.. khpon ngkaron din me lakad. anyway... i was w/ my baby, from 2pm to i think 7pm. we watched robots... pero ndi nmin naumpisahan. mga 10mins ata namiss nmin. anyway... pucha. PUCHA. un lang masasabi ko hehehe. sarap pala umulit ng movie *cheesy smile - actually smile from ear to ear* heehee. tangina. waaaah. as much as i want to go into detail... wag na nga lang. bwahahahaha. tangina. never had a better day than yesterday. pramis. yesterday... was awesome. tangina... i remember, eh di un nga hinintay nmin uli magumpisa ung robots... and... well... lumagpas na kmi don sa part na naabutan nga nmin.. ayaw pa nmin umalis. sooo... uhhh.. bsta heehee... ngtagal muna kmi don... errr... tpos... uhhh nong finally tumayo na kmi, tangina, hahahah shyet... 2 rows behind us... may bata... nanonood ng robots.... MAG-ISA! hahaha. tangina... ano kaya nakita nya... na ndi dapat makita...err. omg. *evil grin* he's like.. wat... 12 yrs old? 15? hahahaha. honestly.. dat was the looongest... thing.. evr..i've done.... uhhhhh.... oo maganda nga pala yung robots. mmhmm. as in panoorin nyo.

hehhee... not really gimik.. we went to THE GROVE... window shopping ....SUPER ALIW!!! para kang nasa ibang bansa talaga! hehe... parang green belt 3 na disney na paris.... hehhee... sarap ng feeling to be there... the ambiance?!?!?!... SOOOO AWESOME!!!.... yung street walk is made of bricks... tapos there's jazz music ... on the street to set hte mood... frank sinatra! oh di ba!? sweet?! ... sarap siguro mag date dun!.. still i had fun with my officemates...... tapos we ate at the farmers market (food court) at one of the buffet grill ....where all the serbidor ay GUWAPO!!!!... PERO BADING!..... putcha! sayang talaga sila!!! ehheh... chinese yung nag slice ng steak, tapos yung kahero / kahera... european! oh di ba?! GUWAPO TALAGA!... sayang hindi ko sila na kunan ng pix.. kase ang tatatray nila sa babae eh..hehe lalo na yung european... pero yung chinese... mabait sya and he knows to smile kahit girl ka .. hehe.. at yung kahera.... obvious na bading sya!.... kase ang ganda ganda ng girl na nasa likod ko hindi nya tinitingnan.. pero tinitingnan nya yung guy na nasa likod namin.. and the funny part ... he's looking at his BUTT!... then bitting his lips.. hehehe... kitang kita!.. hahaha!!!.. he's sooooo obvious! heehhe.. ..

tapos we went window shopping... the mall is .... WAAAAAAAY AWESOME!!!!! DAMMMMN AWESOME!... we went to forever 21... BANANA REP!! ( geeeezzz SUPER LAKI!!!! parang it's a mall it self!!! .... 2FLOORS PA! ... NA PURO BANANA REP!!! ) .. nike also.. the interior was nice.. i like their flooring.. . "feel at home..." hindi na namin na ikot lahat kase it was already 9 pm... nag sasara na yung mga shops... basta .. ang lalaki ng bawat botique.... parang sta. monica promenade... pero way cooler!.. kase puro puti lang.. at high class sya... nakakatawa pa nga eh.. while walking at the side street... by the way... it's an out door mall.... meron one old white guy.. with his .. 3 year old grandson (i'm just assuming that he is the grand pa) .. eh mama nels and i where talking about the mall .. na .. it's a high class mall..kase it 's like the makati of the philippines.. or alabang where rich people hang out or like the fort.. but the middle class people can still hang out...... pero iba parin yung RODEO DRIVE (dun.. rich people talaga! hehe beverly hills na yun eh! where you can see HOLLYWOOD STARS TAGALA... hehehe)... hhhehe
... end of the commercial... it's kinda weird to hear a white guy talking IN STRAIGHT TAGALOG! hhehhe... ackward FEELING... kase hindi sya slang tagalog... straight tagalog! .. hehe... so yun....

tapos after all the shop had closed... lakad lakad lang kami kase the mall is still open for fine dinnings... and book store "barns and noble" it's up until 11 pm... tapos at the othe end of the mall there's this fountain ... the designer of the fountain is also the one that designed the fountain of BELAGIO hotel at vegas... there is a certain time where the fountain dance... ehhe... literaly dance... kase may music sya at sinasabayan nya yung soothing musicof FRANK SINATRA... feeling mo tuloy nag s-swing ka din... i took a video of it using my phone.. (alam ko jologs.. pero.. it's soooo nice) if you'd see it .. it's sooo romantic... sabi ko nga eh kung ... may pro-propose sa akin.... hehe... one option is there.. hhahaha!.. he could set up the place ... para solo namin yung area then set a table in the middle of the bridge... where the fountain show is ..... together with the soothing music.... then ask me for a dance... and propose... SWEEEEEEEET!... ... samahan mo pa ng lighting effects... feeling mo na sa paris ka ... heheh :D....
sarap mag imagine.. hahahha:D

after the dreaming at the fountain.. umuwi na kami .. kase gabi na eh... baka mapagalitan ako hehehe.... minsan lang naman ako lumabas eh... .. haaay i miss my life at pinas... na nakakagimik ako ... at madami akong naaaya.. hehe.. dito.. wala bahay uwi... pag kasama ko lang sila mama nels at nickee ako nakaka pasyal... :D

STILL I HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN THERE!... nabusog yung mata ko! hahaah:))

Inspired quotes from Sex in the City...

1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him lone.

4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

6. Don't force an attraction.

7. Slower is better.

8. Never live your life for a man before you findwhat makes you truly happy.

9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order.

11. Don't settle.

12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship--take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like that?

14. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

15. Honorable men take care of their business and aren't involved in a whole lot of mess.

16. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

17. There's only one 'reason' a man dumps you; he doesn't want you.

18. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs before finding the prince.

20. Always put yourself and your happiness first.

21. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

23. If he doesn't call, he just isn't that interested.

24. Be honest and upfront.

25. Know when to cut the cord, don't be strung along.

26. Don't fall for the "I'm confused role". Remove yourself from the situation to let him figure things out (but don't wait for him, move on).

27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in his family (not just mom).

28. There's more than physical abuse, there's emotional and mental abuse. If he causes any of them...flee.

29. You cannot change a man's behaviors. Change comes from within.

30. Don't let him place rules on you that he is not willing to follow himself -- double-standard.

31. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.

32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

33. Demand respect and if he can't give it, he can't have you!

34. Don't compete with other woman, but be aware that men are attracted to what they see.

35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is.Confront him right away and if you feel he's lying, let him go.

36. Actions speak louder than words.

37. Never let a man define who you are.

38. Never rely on a man for compliments, look to yourself for that.

39. Never borrow someone else's man.

40. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

41. Just because he says he loves you, doesn't mean that he won't hurt you and it doesn't mean that you are meant to be with him.

42. To use painful hard-won wisdom -- 'get it right' the next time.

43. Know that you deserve to be the number one person in the life of the #1person in your life.

44. Love is a verb ...

45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of trying to make someone unavailable-available, someone ungiving-giving, and someone unloving-loving.

pucha. this day is one supper stinkin shitty day. dahil sa sobrang mahal ko ang isang tao... kailangan ko sya pakawalan. at putangina ang sakit. pero ganon talaga ang buhay. sa sobrang sakit... wala nako masabi ngayon. ano pa ba masasabi ko besides PUTANGINA YUNG BABAENG UN. putangina nya. putangina tong araw na toh. letse! wat a fuckin crappy day. FUCK TLAGA. FUCK.