parang wala nang nangyayari dito ah...

*subconscious*: sarap burahin mga past posts ko ah...GRRR.

anyway...update naman peeps.

15 fuckin days to go...

tomorrow...my ex-Anxa officemates are hosting a despedida party for me. AWWWWWWWWWW!!! damn it... how sweet huh?! no one has ever planned or organized a very big party for me. ever.

i love you guys. forever.

mwah!

i didn't know how words could hurt one person so much...

i learned that just about 5 mins ago..

i wanted to cry..

i wanted to breakdown..

pero i can't..

i have lost almost all of my dignity..

might as well save the last bit that i have..

they don't know what they are asking of me..

they don't know how i tried..

they don't FUCK!NG know how i struggle each and everytime we hit road block..

they just don't FUCK!NG know..

i know im right

#!@$^!!! dont even try and turn things around.

dont even try and put the blame on me.

I quit. Ayoko na. Ayawan na.

*sigh*

bahala na nix kung kelan tau magkita.. that depends if i even have the strength..

she's draining me dry.

she's killing me.

I quit. Ayoko na. Ayawan na.

woopee new layout!!! hehehe. aba at bago na rin ang blogthis interface ahhhh... hehehe pramis. ang galeng galeng nman. sana magpasok na rin sila smileys nohhhhh...

rey... wats the prob frend? kelan na ba tyo kita?! ndi pede dis coming week... how about d week after dis wk? hehehe.

wala ako makwento.............. away-bati kami ni anj. ok. tapos na away namen ahehehe. i wuv him so much. sumtyms naaawa din ako sa knya kz i can be too hard on him... pero nasa rason nman ako noh.

agh! tama na nga yan... enjoyin ko muna tong layout. ndi ako gano nahirapan dito. buti na lng. ndi ako inabot ng kalahating araw dito... buti na lng (agen). hehehe. cge ako'y matutulog na... i think. hehehe. nyt nyt to all of you! sa uulitin! mwah!

p.s. radio.blog is under construction... go to my other blog site... mas OK dun ung radio blog... full albums pa. heheh. ok nyt!

Ala makausap..

Ala magawa..

Gusto ko magmuni muni...

*sigh*

Just when you thought life has given you all the sh*t it can throw at you... WELL, GUESS AGAIN!!

How can someone you are with almost 24/7, 7 days a week tell you that THEY FEEL REJECTED AND ABANDONED??

!#@&&^%*$!!

TANG $% naman e!

That's how you feel? How about how I feel?

Bullcrap!

Sorry just venting out..

Minsan n lang magpost.. init pa ng ulo..

*sigh*

namiss ko magpost dito sa blogger hehehe. i think i won't ever leave blogger... kasi dito lang ako nakakapagtagalog ng husto heheh. sa isa kong site kailangan minimal lang. para mabasa ng lahat. andito rin mga friends ko sana nman minsan magblog sila. SANA NAMAN KAHIT MINSAN LANG. iniiwan nila ako dito. shet nman o.

HOYYYYYYYYYYY ASAN NA KAYO?! JO-JOIN JOIN KAYO PERO NDI KAYO NAGBBLOG heheh. JOWK. pinilit ko ba kayo sumali!? kasi nman para ndi ako lonely =.( hmp!

sino gus2 maging part/member ng blog ko? para ndi ako mag-isa dito hehehe.

HI JOHANNA. BUTI PA C JOHANNA NAGSASALITA! SI GEE AT SI DIANE! NAGSASALITA! PERO UNG IBA NA MEMBERS MISMO NG BLOG NA TOH! NDI! KINALIMUTAN NA AKO! HMP! heheh. oy minsan lang ako magdrama... pagbigyan nyo na.

kailangan ko na palitan skin ng blogger ko. nagsasawa nako hehehe. sige.. papalitan ko na! mwah! sana umayos lang noh...hehehe. ayoko na ng palpak...

thanks johanna for the gift! aheehee...touching nman. ung iba pang mga gifts... nasa isa ko pang site. anyway... thanks guys. napapakalma nyo ako hehehe. honga... easy lang dapat ako... pero kasi andaming mga peste sa buhay talaga eh. grrrrr! i swear malapit nako magbago ng cell number. shit. anyway... merry christmas to all! mwah!

Wala nman ako ginagawa ngayon kundi i-train tong mga papalit saken na mga teddy bear designers. Hehehe. Pero nakakatuwa naman kasi... nakikinig sila saken ng husto. And nong tinuruan ko sila sa Premiere... nong 2nd time na nag-edit na sila ng video...maayos na talaga. Altho may konti pang pwedeng ayusin... ok na rin naman. What a success.

Shit. Ndi pa rin ako tinatantanan ni Ms. X. Dati bitch ako...ngayon "Biatch" na daw ako. I swear. Is she tryign to be funny? Natawa kasi talaga ako nong nabasa ko na tinawag nyako biatch. Kasama ko pa nga baby ko non. Tinanong nya saken ano tinext ni bruka. Ayun. Biatch. I mean hellurrrrrrr... ndi kita seseryosohin dyan. Para ka lang nagpapatawa. And seriously hon... it's getting old already. Tama na. Mghanap ka nman ng ibang insulto. Tangina.

And please lang... quit whining!!! Move on. Ako pa bitch ngayon. Sino kaya namba-blackmail...I mean... how!? How do you think you can gain love if you blackmail someone?! You blackmail him so he would love you back again?! NASISIRAAN KA NA BA NG BAIT?!?!? STUPIDEST THING TO DO. Magisip-isip ka naman! Pramis! Pasalamat ka mahal ko baby ko... kaya ndi kita pinapatulan... pasalamat ka may konti pako respeto sayo at kaya ko pa magpigil... kung wala lang ako pinag-aralan... sinungalngal na kita at inupakan na kita...

Tumahimik ka na pwede?! No matter what you say... no matter what you do...NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS... NO MATTER WAT FUCKIN HAPPENS... NO MATTER WHAT B-I-T-C-H...... ndi ikaw ang masusunod. There's more to life than just bitching and whining dahil ndi mo na makukuha pa uli gus2 mo... move on dear. MOVE ON.