wow for the first time...wala ako masabi. pero kailangan kong magpost everyday.

so here's what happened today....after lunch knina, i went up... sa pinakatuktok ng bldg nmin.......

malayo ang tingin......muni-muni........and i cried again.

pucha. i'm tired of being so emotional. ndi kaya may hormonal imbalance nako.

i think too much. and i can't help it. lately, i feel like i'm slowly falling apart... i think i'm going crazy...i need serious help.

they say, when you're in love, you feel high... complete... i should feel complete...but i feel like i'm still missing a lot...

i hav the love of my life... i love him to death...

but i also hav so many problems on top of so many existing problems... am i crazy for worrying too much?

or do i just need to make things right? sort out some issues and stuff in my life......?

i only have six months left to do just that...

and i just don't know if i can do it... i'm scared out of my wits...