this is the longest time na quiet kami....ndi kami gano ngttxtan....bilang na bilang......
record breaker....
i swear i'm dying inside coz i want so bad to text him and talk to him but i can't na.....
i'm just so scared magkagulo na nman.....
i just hope.....he's not mad.....or he's not hurt......
my heart has been broken so baaadly before...
that's why.....konting ANO lang.......nasasaktan agad ako...o natatakot ako agad.
gabi-gabi...araw-araw....i cry because i miss him....and i want to text him and ask how he is....
i don't want him to think i don't care about him anymore.......i love him so much!
i'm so sorry by....
i'm really really sorry.....
i feel like i'm pushing him away..........and i'm starting to hate myself na...
fuck....it's my fault what happened before......and i guess i have to accept the conseequences....
i just don't know if i can really accept the idea of losin him......i just can't im sorry...
i can't.