aaaaaaagh. naiinis ako grabeh. AS INNNNNNN.

pu^%$#@!*ng babaeng un... tinetext pa rin ako hanggang ngayon! at tinawag akong bitch. yun lang ang text nya. "BITCH!" it's not that i was affected by being called a "bitch" because... honestly, it doesn't have an effect on me anymore... it's like a low blow you know? shallow. but what affects me is that she's still bothering me! me and my peaceful existence. me and my "would-this-day-get-any-worse" day (haha redundant). i already feel crappy. i feel bored. i miss anj. and now?????? KAILANGAN PA BA NYA TALAGA SABIHIN YON?

LIKE... DUH! YES I AM A BITCH. BUT YOU SAYING IT ONCE... is ok... ouch bitch daw ako. So I get over it. SAY IT TWICE... uhhh... OK FINE? SAYING IT FOR THE GAZILLIONTH TIME??? I MEAN... COME ON! GET A THESAURUS MY DEAR. WALA KA NA BA IBANG ALAM NA INSULTO?????

naiiyak ako sa sobrang pigil na pigil na emosyon. in english... i feel like crying because of pent up emotions... specifically... ANNOYANCE AND IRRITATION. get a life my dear! GET A MOVE ON ALREADY! pucha. i sooooooo wanna text her and tell her... WOULD YOU QUIT WHINING ALREADY?! I MEAN, SERIOUSLY. DON'T YOU HAVE A LIFE??? instead of making me as your venting post... SHUT UP AND REALIZE THAT THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN SAY OR DO TO CHANGE THINGS.

texting BITCH in all caps? Won't change the world honey!

JEEEEEEEZ! I swear. I can strangle someone right now. TANGINA TALAGA. sorry for the language but I'm really... REALLY REALLY REALLY PISSED OFF... nananahimik ako dito ah! Shet.

On a lighter note, nabuhay muli ang aking radio blog. My radio blog is up and running again and I've added 3 more songs.

I think that's the only good thing that happened today. Eh... whatever. Surely not enough to make me smile for days. FUCK. I feel like venting on someone tuloy... shit. I fear for anj... I might end up snapping on him. Bad.